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I’m going to start this blog by saying yesterday was a real piece of shit.

I had one of the worst days I’ve day in a long time - just overall everything that could go wrong, went wrong. Nothing was clicking, energy was off, creativity wasn’t working.

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That being said, I submerged myself at night into forceful paintings and a few drinks. I look back now being present day, and how large of a waste of time that was. I focused on all that negativity and accelerated it with the alcohol.

It’s always good to reflect back, but i’m super disappointed in myself.

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More disappointed because today was the complete opposite. Today was such a good day, filled with really positive energy. It’s amazing what a difference of 12 hours provides.

Today is what I need to strive for more.

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Hope everyones having a beautiful hump day.