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This week has been one of the worst I’ve had in a very long time. Everything that could have gone wrong, has been going wrong.

It seems like everyone is on edge. Everyone has a fucking opinion about shit that is completely irrelevant to what they should be focusing on. It seems everyone is on a power kick or struggling with it.

I haven’t been this stressed in a long time - to the point where its affected my sleep and conscious thinking.

Everything I fucking preach, all the advice I give, I never take it for myself. I never live my own words. And I know it.

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But even with all of the above, there are little bits that I can pick out that make me so fucking proud and excited about the people that I work with directly on our team. There are projects I’m so proud of, emails that make me smile… and yet I focus on the negative.

we all do.

I just want to be happy.